A Wave, beginning or end?

Making a choice between different dishes is easy, but making a choice between people is hard, damn really hard. Its difficult to understand life, because it happens every time, that you are going to adore the ones who ignore you and you are going to ignore the ones who adore you. See? thats how life works.. So this poem is woven around a situation that puts an end to chasing the ones who disregard you and accepting the one who love you. A wave can be signified as a 'hi', as well as a 'bye'. Its time to say hi to ones who adore you and a bye to ones who neglect...so lets regard endings as inevitable and beginnings as beautiful..

I still remember the time,

when he denied to be mine.

We spent years together,

yet, to him, I did n't matter.

You say you love me,

I say I love him.

I wish I could just erase,

from my heart, every single of his trace.

Even if I say 'yes',

I can't forget that phase.

I have a choice to live again.

but I die when memories are replayed.

I want to be with you

but my life still seeks for him.

I dare to believe again,

but I can't reason my brain.

He killed me, can u help me heal?

I still doubt my choice, but I appeal.

I wish to rise and fly high,

over the ashes of memories, that lie.

Look into my eyes and aim for my arms,

don't make me answer things that I can't.

Be an angel fallen from the sky,

and help me wave him a goodbye.

and help me wave him a goodbye

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