I will

--I will do everything I can, within my reach, but once I get up, I am not looking back--

And when the sun rays

glaze my face once again

I will remember those days

When I was drenched in rain.

I will glance at the past

And pretend to be serene

I will smile as though I am okay

As the storm inside me rises

I will let the waves wash the shore again

And try to hush the water

But just as I turn and leave

The waves will call me back

I will shed priceless tears

over things I can never explain

And when I am done with it

I promise to put on a smile again

I will, one day, thank people for being there

I will apologize for being myself

And walk into a different world

Where I never have to do it again

__